When I finally decided to post it, I did it because I know that for some reason, posting on this blog helps me to be accountable for my thoughts and actions. I did it because I know that I cannot be the only person who struggles, and I hoped that by sharing my story and my journey, perhaps someone else would be comforted. It was like a weight had been lifted, and a small amount of the burden I had been carrying - the burden to be liked and approved of, the burden of worrying what others thought - felt lighter.
Thank you all for the offerings of love and support for that post. Thank you for the comments you left, and the emails you sent. I am humbled by your sentiments. It's not easy to put yourself out there and let people see your insecurities, but I refused to let the fear of a negative response get the best of me. The thing is, we all struggle with our own demons, whether it be past abuse, or bullying, or trust, or weight, or self esteem. But these demons should not define who we are. Strength, real value, comes from within.
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Kristen,
ReplyDeleteI had to back into your blog to read the original post but I believe you are headed in the right direction. I agree that sometimes letting others know how you feel and getting a response that you are not the only one out there that has these feeling is normal. You are not alone. I wear my heart on my sleeve but as I have grown older I have learned that people can be cruel and it is because they are feeling low themselves. Remember misery loves company. Hope you continue to find the peace that you are looking for.
Jessica
As you know, I too wear my heart on my sleeve. Which means it is "right there" each and every day, open to being hurt and filled with joy by many as well. Stay strong, and every little thing will work out just fine.
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Sue
I am so glad I stumbled upon your site. I have just fallen in love with you! You are a truely inspiring person and I hope you can see that. I love to come and see your creations & know that you are human and have thoughts and feelings!! Sometimes I go to other's blogs and feel like I am not at all crafty or the "super woman" I want to be... But I find inspiration in yours! Your man sounds like a keeper :)
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